Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

I just hope that no matter how many times this world tries to turn me into a cold person, I remain soft and kind. May I still be full of love. May I still see hope in everything. I hope I’ll never become something that once broke me. I want to be a reminder that even in a world that can be cruel, there is still room for gentleness. That love still exist, that hopes till flickers, that softness can survive, even in the hardest darkest places.

Sometimes.. No matter how many people love you, no matter how many people you love, it just gets into you. You feel like you're alone. Sometimes.. Even if you have a number of dear friends you can not share your worried and tears with them. You know you can call them at 3am but you will not. You know they promised to be there for you anytime, but whenever you need a hug or a shoulder to cry on, circumstances are just not in your favor. Sometimes.. You just don't have the chance to turn to anyone. Sometimes.. Even if you're with the best of people, your still not with them. You talk, you laugh, you smile.. but your soul cries. Sometimes.. Even if you're madly in love, your still alone. You can get all the love, care, comforting from your soul-mate but then just sometimes.. on some days, when you need them the most they won't be there.. Not because they don't want to or don't care, but just because they can't.. And then at...

I feel the capacity to care is the thing which gives life its deepest significance. Caring - feel and exhibit concern and empathy for others - from one of online dictionaries How many truly caring people you have met in your life? The ones that unconditionally care for people around them. The ones who dont think about making the world better but still are doing this. The ones who are there for you to give support even though you have not stated you need it. People who ask "How are you?" and actually want to know this. People who will stay in touch no matter what because they need to be sure you will be fine. Someone who would call you on your bad day few hours after you left them in the office/school/cafe just to make sure you are feeling better. Someone who will be there for you when you want them to be... and even when you dont want to. Living for others, giving them comfort, support, love, understanding? Whenever I have been told t...

Life can be ironic at times. Haven't you wondered how a change in the life of someone close to you changes your life too. You wake up in the morning and it is your world, you know what you will do, what to expect, what will happen in a month, in a year. It is not like you are planning every minute in your life. It is just that there is some basic schedule your life runs after. And you are used to this schedule and you dont have to like or dislike it. You just know it is there. But then you get to know that the life of someone you love has taken a completely a different direction and you are happy for them, you really are, but slowly you realise that it affects you more than you thought originally. It changes your life in a way you never expected. Just few hours and life is not the same anymore. And you are confused there wondering what to do, where to go, what will happen now. And all the plans you had before are gone because now you have to start making another pl...