Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

To really love a woman To understand her You've got to know what deep inside Hear every thought see every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she's the one She needs somebody To tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really, really Ever loved a woman? To really love a woman To let her hold you Till you know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breath her And really taste her Until you can feel her in your blood When you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman You tell that she's the one She needs somebody To tell her that you'll always be together So tell me have you've ever really, Really, really ever loved...

You’re in love with a woman, but she’s with another woman. Yet you still try your hardest to do whatever you can. Engulfed by jealousy and rage as your heart beats in its cage. She loves you back and longs for your touch. Asking her to leave the other is just too much. One in love, the other unaware, but there’s nothing they can do except in her heart saying "I love you". She thinks of her often and encourages their love as she patiently awaits an answer from above. The only answer she’s getting is "follow your heart", but what is there to do when it’s being torn apart? The woman keeps depression in her eyes. The girl keeps secrets instead of lies. Their secret love is still kept this very day. The other doesn’t know her heart began to fray. ..'Till the day Butterfly meets her Dragon..

Now, let me be frank with you here. I am quite confused with the connotation of the word “love” nowadays. In the good old days, when everything was true and there was no place for fake values, love meant a noble sentiment that tied up two people together and made them dream of getting united for the rest of their lives. Their true feelings stimulated both of them to take responsible action towards the realization of their dream. Such love, which helps one attain his/hers psychological, emotional and physical satisfaction that creates balance in his/her life, truly brings the ultimate happiness.However, nowadays we seldom see such love. Being in a relationship is considered having fun or an experience rather than having a commitment. We come across a person, get attracted towards him/her, have some fun, even “get down with him/her” and when a relationship goes to the dumps, we switch off our emotions, say good bye and move on. We fail to show even the slightest amount of concern. Do we ...

I dreamed of a love a love so true and then from above God sent you When our eyes met I turned away Only to regret That grateful day I search in the dark To find that key That triggers the spark You put in me I want you to see That my love is true Even though we can’t be I still hold my true love for you. To You : today is your birthday.. and You still don't know I'm crazy in love with you. Happy Birthday Secret Lover.

You’ll be okay Even when the world feels too unkind You’ll be okay You’re allowed to break and still survive The tears you hide will fall someday But healing always finds its way Every crack that hurt along the way Was shaping you for brighter days And when you rise and face the day You’ll finally know You’re okay

Somewhere beating, two hearts in harmony Somewhere longing, two lives in misery Somewhere their love, someday to share Somehow, someway Someday will join two hearts again Someday will share two lives "till then" Somewhere their love, someday to share Somehow, someway Somehow once more two hearts desire Somehow anew two lives a fire Somewhere their love, someday to share Somehow, someway Someway the distance two hearts erased Someway forever two lives embraced Somewhere their love, someday to share Somehow, Someway.

2003 I lay there in the bathtub staring in oblivion. The pain in my chest was too much tonight. I wanted it all to go away. I wished I could just tell her I knew and get it all over with. But I held back the urge for the millionth time. I wished I could scrub the skin off my body. I didn’t feel myself in it anymore. I felt dirty and impure hiding all the filth inside me. then the bathroom door opened and she peeped in. “Honey, are you done yet?” I didn’t know what to say. I looked at her and just smiled. That is all I had strength enough to do. Was I done yet? I guess I was done a long time ago, the day I had first found out. She came home late like she had done many times before. But this time it was different. I could sense it in the way she was acting and talking. I asked her as usual what made her so late and unlike before, her answers had a tone of uneasiness. I knew then that she was lying but my love was too blind to see it. I know she is still seeing her, sleeping with he...