Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

It’s when I’m sitting in a room all alone yet so close to you that I scream I love you. I am never full of words when I want to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just drag you out of my dream and make you a reality, and that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m in bed tucking myself to sleep that you instantly pop into my head and I grab my phone to dial to you but I hang up because I don’t want to give my self away to the thought that you might not pick up and and if you do you might be thinking "Who the hell are am I and why the heck am I calling you so late?" scares the shit out of me!. I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight and smooch you. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me. And yes I wish you wo...

She came into my life and I was gliding through sky, She did some cute things and made those butterflies fly. I always cared for her and wanted her to be beside me, Always loved her and used to think what she feels for me. I always wanted to tell her how much I cared and love her, But just stopped before making the final stir.. But soon I realized that it’s me, who loves her and not her, She always took me as a friend; it was I who was in fuzz.. Now she is now gone; happy and content, But who am I kidding; it was I who went to that extent.. But soon I realized this is so close to the life, When will I tell her I always wanted her to be my life..? I love her with my whole heart feeling every single pain she had, But when will I go and tell her about the feeling that I have..? With this question intriguing me in my life, Now I learn to get over this mental strife.. It made me realize that one has to just go and tell, How you feel, you have to go and break the spell . . . But wil...

I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.