Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

A place to crash, I got you No need to ask, I got you Just get on the phone, I got you Come and pick you up if I have to What's weird about it is we're right at the end I'm mad about it, just figured it out in my head I'm proud to say I got you Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright And when you need a place to run to For better, for worse I got you, I got you Ain't falling apart or bitter Let's be bigger than that and remember The cooling outdoor when you're all alone Won't survive it, no drama, no need for a show Just wanna say I got you 'Cause this is love and life And nothing we can both control And if it don't feel right You're not losing me by letting me know A place to crash, I got you No need to ask, I got you

Of all the days in the week, Monday is the most dreaded day of my entire life so far. Thank you God I am not a Monday child, I’d be mourning every single day of my life then :) yea you are wondering I am still doing the same :P but that is how you think and I don’t care how you think. You are silly and you are stupid and what ever you do in your frame of sanity is surely far from mine. I am much too over your league or do they say way out of your league :) I haven’t been blogging like I did once. And I miss it so much. Next month I am planning to get acrylic nails done so no way can I afford a laptop again. Just wishing that dad says he’ll gift it :( but that is just a wish for now. Mom and brothers showered me with the most awaited items on my wish list and I shall be forever grateful. I still owe them their stuff. I wonder when boss will give me a gooooooooooooooooood raise. I hardly am able to save anything and that just makes me sad!! *sniff sniff! Back to the sniffi...

..I think "prayers" bestowed out of "concern" cleverly conceal a hidden intent of manipulation and control. I'm not ungrateful, just a tad leery. ...I wonder about motives especially when they’re under the guise of goodwill. …I wonder why people rarely say exactly what they want... I'll admit I’m guilty of this at times. ...I can't help but think some "suggestions" are a passive-aggressive way of saying I'm flawed in some way. Cookie cutter I'm not, so deal with it. While my intentions are genuinely good 98.8% of the time, sometimes they’re misunderstood. Not a good feeling, but I realize it takes a willingness to communicate to correct or clarify a situation. Lesson learned for the umpteenth time. ...I find it interesting how my darkest days were filled with isolation and the need for a compassionate listening ear yet the phone rarely buzzed. Unsolicited advice and offers to "help" abound when not...

Someone woke up today. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later." Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you." And they replied "I love you." And they kissed them goodbye. For the very last time. Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow.

"Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your mind. Put your whole soul to it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic, be enthusiastic and faithful, and you will accomplish your object. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm."

Salut my love freaks! How are you doing? How life is treating you?I know I have been absent for so long that my lack of presence shouldn't be accepted anymore. The explanation that my life has become hectic shouldn't interest you but if you'd like to know I can fairly say I have 2 jobs, I'm preparing for a my wedding, plus I decided to shape my body so since today I am on a diet and I got my gym carnet and what's more once per week I work out with my personal trainer. Last Saturday I had my first lesson and believe me or not I can barely walk! Ayy... Between rush and rush I have found a time for myself and I like it. I take care of myself better than ever. I really enjoy it and it makes me feel very happy. Well I feel beautiful from the inside and outside, you can only imagine how good it is to feel this extremely good. Do you treat yourself well Darlings? "When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed a...

You could search the world far and wide to find someone more deserving of your love and affection than yourself, but you'll never find that person. You yourself are more deserving of that love than anyone in the Universe. ‎Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do that, you can make anything happen. ‎ "Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."

I woke up early this morning around 4am With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms I've been tryin' my best to get along But that's OK There's nothing left to say, but Take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cap and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me, you'll think of me I went out driving trying to clear my head I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this And all the baggage that seems to still exist It seems the only blessing I have left to my name Is not knowing what we could have been What ...

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Yes He did I think about the years I spent, just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there, you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you But now I'm just rolling home into my lover's arm...

Sometimes we lose. We don’t want to but it happens. We can’t control it but it’s there. We cry about it but it is hardly within our powers to change anything. And then we break down . A person who seemed unbreakable – breaks. A person who seemed so strong – crumbles. A person who always laughed it off – cries. A person who would never stop trying – is about to give up and quit . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more. But if you risk and it does not work out? And you were ready to give them the world if they had given you the chance but the chance never happened to be? Is it worth risking when everything broke to million pieces, which cannot be collected back because it does not depend on you only? You can just walk away But I don’t feel the same My heart still beats for you, Breathes for you, Sings for you And those feelings will never fade I can hide ...

1. Love – There is no official guide for falling in love, falling out of love, or dealing with the emotional intricacies of love. Love cannot be taught and it certainly cannot be forced. Love is an instinctual feeling, a powerful sentiment, one we will all find under different circumstances and must each figure out for ourselves. 2. Friendship – Some personalities simply click and others clash. Just like love, friendship is a natural process that cannot be forced. Other people can select our acquaintances for us, but over time we will find true friendship on our own. When the conversations are comfortable and relaxed and a mutual feeling of trust is apparent, true friendship has been found. 3. Loss – At some point each one of us will experience a loss in life. It could be the death of a loved one, the devastation of personal belongings, or a vicious rejection in our career. Each of us is going to naturally deal with loss in our own unique manner, some taking more ...