Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

There is no combination of words I could put on the postcard And no song that I could sing, but I can try because this is your heart and this is Our dreams and they are made out of real things Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart, like Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard? It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing, it's so much better when we're together ***** Dear You, It is impossible for anyone to love me as much as you do. Just wanted to say that I know that. Thank you so much. You make up for everything that was missing in my life all this while.. Oh .. and drifting off to sleep in your arms, listening to your heartbeat and enveloped by your warmth and feeling all safe and protected is my new favorite thing... :) Love, Me. P.S: Never in my dreams I imagined that I wou...

Waiting patiently.. Maybe Someday Somewhere The Dragon, The Butterfly will meet half way through life.

I love you. And someday we will watch all of these movies together.. "I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone." (The Lord of the Rings) * * * * * * * * * * * * * "I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you." ( Dirty Dancing ) * * * * * * * * * * * * * "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it." (City of Angels) * * * * * * * * * * * * * "We'll always have Paris." (Casablanca) * * * * * * * * * * * * * "Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic." (Sleep...

I sit here under the flourescent lights, drowsy but finding the will to stay awake, and thinking. Simply thinking about the past, the future, but mainly the present. Do you ever do that? Ponder about how you got to where you are not only physically but also emotionally, how your heart somehow matched up with your head (finally). Years and years and years go by without even a whisper that time is passing until you suddenly glance at a photo a friend took, and notice age. Laugh lines creep up on you, they do not announce themselves but slowly come across the face, allowing the people who see you to know, She’s had a good life . Ten years ago I would not have pictured this life as my life. I’m sure at the time I wanted to live in a romantic city, be it Paris or New York, they were interchangeable and similar in the thought that those places would hold something for me in my future. Those places would create the life that I so dearly wanted. A smile creeps on my face as I think, how li...

I see you in a different light, candlelight, moonlight I see you in a different way, through different eyes, and it's so nice We were just friends, that's how it started You told me your secrets and I told you mine You were always there with a shoulder to lean on anytime Now something's changed, nothing's the same You're here beside me and... I see you in a different light, candlelight, moonlight I see you in a different way, through different eyes, and it's so nice I see you like I've never seen you before The way I wanna see you much more Tonight, tonight I see you in a different light You were the one I'd always turn to The one I could talk to, baby, the one I could trust Who'd have ever dreamed we would be here together making love The sweetest surprise has come to my life You're here beside me and... When did your kisses get so sweet baby It's such a sweet surprise to me To look into your eyes And see you in a different light, candleligh...

I’m suffering this week from a lot of things. I don’t handle being under pressure very well, but I won’t get into that crap. I took comfort that at the least, my Second Life was in tact in places my real life simply cannot be right now. I guess you can say that I took my friendships for granted. Okay… so it really wasn’t in a bad way. I mean, I expected that one of the greatest friendships I’ve ever known would always be there. Is that really such a bad thing to assume? I’m one of those people who doesn’t put a barrier between her first and second life. If I feel something for someone in Second Life, then I’m really feeling it. I feel like one of my friends really played on my emotions. I find myself feeling like I was always just a number to them… a body in the room, kept close in fear that the loss of my loyalty, could mean the loss of others. Well, they’re right… because that’s exactly what’s going to happen. The worst part is that they won’t really care. I’m just as easily replace...

We're all different. We have different needs and we need different things. What about love? What type of love do you want to have? Do you have one already? Does she/he complete you, or more you complete her/him? Do you feel fulfilled in your relationship? I've been just wondering lately... From my very own experience. From guys I have met and I have learnt now I think I know what I need from a man and what kind of relationship I would like to build in a future. Couple of years ago I thought all I want is amazing guy who will show me his love everywhere and on every level of the relationship. I though that you cannot overdose love and saying "I love you" or "I miss you". I was wrong. I had a relationship like that. For first year I liked it /I won't say I loved it - just liked it/, I felt special that a guy can lose himself in me so deeply. I thought I'm lucky. How foolish I was?! In the end I had an impression I couldn't breathe cos he was every...