Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

How beautiful is that? Imagine yourself sitting by the beach that looks as blue as that, with the sea breeze going through your hair, you smell the ocean, you can touch the white sand and feel it fall from between your fingers and then you sip your Pina Colada. Ahhh.. Heaven on earth. The thing is, I was actually browsing the website looking for best places to scuba dive. The other day my cousin dropped by my house and was enthusiastically talking about scuba diving and the cost to get a scuba license. She was telling me all about Tioman Island, Sipadan Island and other islands that is a haven for scuba divers. Honestly, I never felt interested in scuba diving before but maybe her excitement on scuba diving is rubbing off on me too. So there I was browsing the info’s and images from one page to another when I came across this photo! Oh my.. Beauty of the world.. I’ve always loved beaches. There’s just something about watching sunsets at the beach that makes me feel calm and at...

I'm so glad there is a person like you It is so good to have someone like you To listen to my dreams Make me laugh And let me cry Whenever I need to Someone who really cares about me But the best part of all Is just knowing that you love me The same way I love you. The secrets we shared The unconditional love we share What we meant to each other Warm intimate evenings You embrace and comfort me With your smile I have found peace in your eyes Friendship in your heart Love in your arms.

You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it's so easy to feel close to you. I can't tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you..

For the whole day I thought about you. Even thought I didn’t want, I still thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I again thought about you. When I thought how beautiful life is, I thought about you. When I dreamt world is such a good place, I thought about you. When I listened to the beautiful song, I thought about you. During the hectic work day I still thought about you. Even being out with friends I thought about you And when I said goodnight to the stars above, I thought about you. And even at night Beneath the silver starlight, In the world Of sweet dreams I thought about you… What makes some people dearer is not just the happiness that we feel when we meet them but the emptiness we feel when they are not around… ... So much to Love Ramblings this time. Maybe not as positive as usually but me feeling somehow like that, some melancholy should be also present :) PS: I might not be...

As we grow up things change. Life was so much easier back then when scrapes from the bike ride were the worst pain, the worst fight you had was about who would have remote control. Life was so much easier when goodbyes meant “I’ll see you tomorrow” and when no one was afraid to say “I love you”. As we grow up things change. Or maybe we do. Fading away, drifting with the flow, losing ourselves. Forgetting childhood dreams and old promises. Getting lost in the whirlpool of fake priorities and artificial emotions. We do things because we are supposed to do them. Because someone said so. Because everyone does this. We forget who we are and what we want. We are too scared to follow our own dreams. As we grow up things change. Or maybe time does. 24 hours are not enough anymore. We have to run somewhere. To fix this, to clear that, to fight, to argue, to prove ourselves right, to learn new stuff, to earn more money, to work more… to smile less. 1440 minutes of constant...

Being kids we always wanted the time go faster so that we could grow up and start doing things that all the adults do. Having fun when we want, staying up till late, eat all types of sweets and junk food, going out when we want and stay over night at friend's place. Now, when we are grown up, all we want sometimes is to go back in time to those happy moments when we weren't stressed over dead lines, break ups, family problems. When we didn't have any responsibilities and the biggest worry was about the neighbor girl having a new doll and you not. Now we don't want the time to go faster anymore, in fact sometimes we even want it to stop because we don't have enough of it. Work, family responsibilities, studies take all of it. How often we meet up with friends and talk to them other than online? How often you manage to go to a party on a week day? How often it happens that the only thing you want to do in the weekend is to SLEEP?? Because that's w...

Sometimes I feel my whole life is a dream. Not mine, maybe someone else’s. And then I wonder whose dream it might be and whether they are enjoying it. I wouldn’t say my life is very entertaining but it definitely takes some weird forms and shapes at times. Sometimes it is all pinky and happy, sometimes everything is dark around and I am trying to pull through, trying to find a way, trying to find myself. "And Hansel said to Gretel, 'Let us drop these breadcrumbs... so that together we find our way home". Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things… Maybe only losing yourself is worse. I feel I am losing both. Losing the way on a journey called life might be really unfortunate. But if you lose reasons for the journey itself it is much more cruel. On this journey I am traveling alone. Sometimes there are others who would join and take the ride, sometimes they get closer to me than expected, sometimes I let them closer than necessary. So...