Every now and then ..

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..I think "prayers" bestowed out of "concern" cleverly conceal
a hidden intent of manipulation and control. I'm not ungrateful, just a tad leery.

...I wonder about motives especially when they’re under the guise of goodwill.

…I wonder why people rarely say exactly what they want...
I'll admit I’m guilty of this at times.

...I can't help but think some "suggestions" are a passive-aggressive way of saying I'm flawed in some way. Cookie cutter I'm not, so deal with it. While my intentions are genuinely good 98.8% of the time, sometimes they’re misunderstood. Not a good feeling, but I realize it takes a willingness to communicate to correct or clarify a situation. Lesson learned for the umpteenth time.

...I find it interesting how my darkest days were filled with isolation and the need for a compassionate listening ear yet the phone rarely buzzed. Unsolicited advice and offers to "help" abound when not needed though. Perhaps that says more about me than anyone else.

My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going
through a period of irreconcilable differences.

Comments

  1. ScribblingGirlOctober 22, 2010

    I can relate this....happens with me too....and those dark days...shucks.....>:D< u need this love :)

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  2. MoonShineOctober 22, 2010

    Awesome Post

    But Last 2Lines Are Rocking :)

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  3. my innerfeelingOctober 22, 2010

    "My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going through a period of irreconcilable differences."

    these lines touched my heart
    n it happen in our life
    very well written

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  4. RiaOctober 22, 2010

    Hope this phase ends soon for u!! Hugs.

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  5. Blasphemous AestheteOctober 22, 2010

    It's a funny situation, I've seen.
    When we want, desperately want somebody to hear us and feel like no one understands.
    Out of the blue, there comes a hero and picks us up. I wonder sometimes, is that hero just a hero for us, or is it in his nature to be a hero.

    Though you say you were in doubt, your words were too clear. They had a certain elegance.
    Maybe, doubt is fueling excellence in you.

    :)
    Take Care LadyB,

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  6. -Jeweliot-October 22, 2010

    I find it hard to trust and I doubt the real intentions of people who are a lil extra kind and sugary in words. I absolutely think that actions speak way louder than words and people who genuinely care.. make genuine efforts and when they do, it touches the heart. That's why we have at the most one or two best friends out of so many who claim to be friends. :)

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  7. +Sonshu+October 22, 2010

    Nice post! :)

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