Life is Irrecoverably Wasted ...

A place to crash, I got you No need to ask, I got you Just get on the phone, I got you Come and pick you up if I have to What's weird about it is we're right at the end I'm mad about it, just figured it out in my head I'm proud to say I got you Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright And when you need a place to run to For better, for worse I got you, I got you Ain't falling apart or bitter Let's be bigger than that and remember The cooling outdoor when you're all alone Won't survive it, no drama, no need for a show Just wanna say I got you 'Cause this is love and life And nothing we can both control And if it don't feel right You're not losing me by letting me know A place to crash, I got you No need to ask, I got you

Of all the days in the week, Monday is the most dreaded day of my entire life so far. Thank you God I am not a Monday child, I’d be mourning every single day of my life then :) yea you are wondering I am still doing the same :P but that is how you think and I don’t care how you think. You are silly and you are stupid and what ever you do in your frame of sanity is surely far from mine. I am much too over your league or do they say way out of your league :) I haven’t been blogging like I did once. And I miss it so much. Next month I am planning to get acrylic nails done so no way can I afford a laptop again. Just wishing that dad says he’ll gift it :( but that is just a wish for now. Mom and brothers showered me with the most awaited items on my wish list and I shall be forever grateful. I still owe them their stuff. I wonder when boss will give me a gooooooooooooooooood raise. I hardly am able to save anything and that just makes me sad!! *sniff sniff! Back to the sniffi...

..I think "prayers" bestowed out of "concern" cleverly conceal a hidden intent of manipulation and control. I'm not ungrateful, just a tad leery. ...I wonder about motives especially when they’re under the guise of goodwill. …I wonder why people rarely say exactly what they want... I'll admit I’m guilty of this at times. ...I can't help but think some "suggestions" are a passive-aggressive way of saying I'm flawed in some way. Cookie cutter I'm not, so deal with it. While my intentions are genuinely good 98.8% of the time, sometimes they’re misunderstood. Not a good feeling, but I realize it takes a willingness to communicate to correct or clarify a situation. Lesson learned for the umpteenth time. ...I find it interesting how my darkest days were filled with isolation and the need for a compassionate listening ear yet the phone rarely buzzed. Unsolicited advice and offers to "help" abound when not...

Someone woke up today. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left. Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later." Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said "I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you." And they replied "I love you." And they kissed them goodbye. For the very last time. Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow.

"Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your mind. Put your whole soul to it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic, be enthusiastic and faithful, and you will accomplish your object. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm."

Salut my love freaks! How are you doing? How life is treating you?I know I have been absent for so long that my lack of presence shouldn't be accepted anymore. The explanation that my life has become hectic shouldn't interest you but if you'd like to know I can fairly say I have 2 jobs, I'm preparing for a my wedding, plus I decided to shape my body so since today I am on a diet and I got my gym carnet and what's more once per week I work out with my personal trainer. Last Saturday I had my first lesson and believe me or not I can barely walk! Ayy... Between rush and rush I have found a time for myself and I like it. I take care of myself better than ever. I really enjoy it and it makes me feel very happy. Well I feel beautiful from the inside and outside, you can only imagine how good it is to feel this extremely good. Do you treat yourself well Darlings? "When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed a...

You could search the world far and wide to find someone more deserving of your love and affection than yourself, but you'll never find that person. You yourself are more deserving of that love than anyone in the Universe. ‎Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do that, you can make anything happen. ‎ "Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."