Sometimes You Love More

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Sometimes… just really sometimes… you wonder what this other person is doing. 

  • If they are thinking about you? 
  • If they miss you? 
  • If they are watching a movie or are out with friends. 
  • If they are looking at the same sky and searching for the same falling star to make the very same wish as you do. 

You keep wondering what they are doing at this exact moment. 

If they see a couple sitting in the park and remember about you and times you were together holding hands, sharing stories and laughing just like this couple does. 

Sometimes… you wonder if they are missing you like you miss them. If they want to talk to you, if they want to hold you, if they want just to look in your eyes and find the answers to all the questions they have in mind. 

But then sometimes… just really sometimes… they do not call you, do not mail you and you do not get replies to your text messages. And then the only thing left for you is this wondering if they miss you at all. And what eventually might keep them so busy that they cannot find a minute … just one minute to make you feel remembered, cared for, loved? 

Someone once said that in each relationship one person always loves more. Maybe it is true. There is always someone who loves a bit more. A bit more passionate. A bit more strong. A bit more emotional. A bit more … 

Sometimes… maybe not only sometimes… you are the one who loves more. And then you want to see if they will miss you if you disappear for a moment, an hour, a day, a week. You might want to make them realize what it is like… to wonder. But then you are also too scared to do it because deep inside you keep wondering, what if it does not make any difference for them. 

Sometimes… just really sometimes… you wonder what this other person is doing. If they are thinking about you? 

Sometimes… just really sometimes… it is better to stop wondering. 

And... Most of the time.. I just miss you.. so much, it hurts..
#bear

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