Bisous mon amour.

The less I think of you, the better I feel. I can take a deep breath and relax. I still day dream of you which makes harder to forget you, but on the other hand I think I day dream about a man who will be better than you, he just has your face covered by memories of you.

Million of times while I was lying in my empty bed I was thinking where are you. Are you alone? Have you met someone? Is she pretty? Is she funny? If you had replaced me, I hope you picked someone nice. .

I just wanted to write this letter which you will never get to tell you that it takes me much more time to move on than I could ever imagine but that's ok. I feel better now. Sometimes I just wonder what you are doing, that's all. Sometimes I miss you more, sometimes I miss you less. Do you miss me? Do you miss my touch and whispers? Do you miss my laugh and lips? I am just curious if I still mean something to you...

I believe in magic, miracles, happy endings and beautiful stories. What a shame you did choose sometimes different than that.

I don't even know if I still want you. I think I miss you but I don't want you that much. I finally made a peace with the fact that you are not in my life anymore which allowed me to dream about someone else. Don't be jealous. I will pick someone better than you who will beat you hands down.

Sweet dreams my Love.